one red glass heart
one of cool grey stone
silver, gold, and clear quartz crystal

Blood & Fire

a cocktail of earnest spirit
and humorous irony
or an armor of soft padding

fertilizer for each fallen
seedlet in this summer meadow
where sentences are limiting

and only a broken crunch
of engines and keys
can close the breach

between my obvious heart
and yours,
unknowable

45.

by Gerard Manley Hopkins

 I wake and feel the fell of dark, not day.
What hours, O what black hours we have spent
This night! what sights, heart, you saw; ways you went!
And more must, in yet longer light's delay.
     With witness I speak this. But where I say
Hours I mean years, mean life. And my lament
Is cries countless, cries like dead letters sent
To dearest him that lives, alas! away.

  I am gall, I am heartburn. God's most deep decree
Bitter would have me taste: my taste was me;
Bones built in me, flesh filled, blood brimmed the curse.
  Selfyeast of spirit a dull dough sours. I see
The lost are like this, and their scourge to be
As I am mine, their sweating selves; but worse.